If you have readed the title i hope you realized this is not about butterflies, but about the fact i am still here now in my 20s and never got stuck in a relationship even if there are people who felt shocked even if in nowdays i don't have that type at always venting publicly that even if i fell in love with some boys and girls i felt pretty uncomfortable at wanting to get in a relationship so i ran away prob due to my social anxiety. Even if i always said that i have feelings for both make and female people as a bisexual and having desires, i just felt that i never was made to get stuck in a relationship as i feel uncomfortable about thinking getting dated and my thoughts is: it's not abnormal to feel that you were not made to be in a relationship because there are people who died at never getting in a relationship and having sex and this is something that shouldn't be considered to be demonized. I hate to get labelled as "aromantic or aroace" because depends of the tomorrow and someday, even if i hit the age 30 it is better to not act compulsive at being desperate to be dating with someone and end in a trap from the wrong person, i stopped caring about if i'll be in a relationship or not because even if i cannot have feelings for that person at least there's only thing i'll hope for not affecting out friendship.