DISCLAIMER:this is a satire of my vent.

Yes i love being undiagnosed but only with "suspect of Autism" in my childhood and then receiving thousand of harmful labels (ex:lazy, dumb, childlike etc.)

Yes i love when i cannot figure what is irony, sarcasm and metaphor until someone advices it because my brain couldn't read the meanings.

Yes i love being considered "childlike" because my behaviors aren't too appropriated for my age nor my interests that are considered too "childish" and as someone with also childhood traumas i struggle a lot with growing up and i wish to be a child again.

Yes i love having slow development of my skills, having speech delay until at age 2-3 years old, and do basic things such being self taught to wear clothes by myself only at age 13 with issues to adapt myself.

Yes i love when most of time i can't focuse in one more thing and do two or more stuff at the same time without feeling stressed and anxious.

Yes i love having inappropriate acts and in words to later wonder myself "why the hell did i do that?"

Yes i love having coping with anger and crying and then having more lack of control in my emotions and even crying when i am totally tired.

Yes i love having more ability to remember mostly of things but even the memories i wish i could erase forever.

Yes i love having lack of notion in danger as i have lots of traumatic memories about how naive i am even if in nowdays i an doing my best to be aware in dangers.

Yes i love having hyperfixations that could also disturb in my own process and interactions if i am doing something more serious and important (fuck you if you are one of those teens who glorifies it).

Yes i love being more hectic when i am anxious or hungry.

Yes i love making "weird noises" according to my state and physical repetitive movements or verbal ones, especially from others words.

Yes i love being extremely uncomfortable in places full of people, but only finding peace with lonely or with smallest numbers of people.

Yes i love the fact i had total struggles at dealing with changes as i felt more depressed.

Yes i love being explosive with my feelings i am terribly bad at dealing with, even forming proper words without making people take off context while explaining.

Yes i love when my friendships can't get longer forever because i couldn't and making it stay longer.

Yes i love being extremely stressed and nervous when i see something full of informations and then giving up at searching for something more simple before my mind explode.

Yes i love the mistreatment i received for misunderstanding of who i possibly actually i am after all that.

Yes i love being food selective that i also go for the structure (ex:i hate cheese, but i only like in pizza).

Yes i love being born with a different vision from this world than others who weren't born like that.

Yes i love the fact i am going to die still being labelled as past harmful things from someone who is now in the 20s and still undiagnosed which it could be a big relief if i talk to a profesional about it.

Yes i love feeling as if i am not made for this world but belong from another which i was born.

straight people being always single and never getting stuck in a relationship is heavily normalized, but when it's about homosexual and bisexual people doing the same suddenly it's a total taboo since being non-straight is heavily romanctized like in romance novels where they get in a relationship, but in the moment one of them assume at never dating they let their jaw drop with the glorified idea these people gets a happy irl love story but never when someone bet not straight being in 40s-50s-60s being always single.

If you have readed the title i hope you realized this is not about butterflies, but about the fact i am still here now in my 20s and never got stuck in a relationship even if there are people who felt shocked even if in nowdays i don't have that type at always venting publicly that even if i fell in love with some boys and girls i felt pretty uncomfortable at wanting to get in a relationship so i ran away prob due to my social anxiety. Even if i always said that i have feelings for both make and female people as a bisexual and having desires, i just felt that i never was made to get stuck in a relationship as i feel uncomfortable about thinking getting dated and my thoughts is: it's not abnormal to feel that you were not made to be in a relationship because there are people who died at never getting in a relationship and having sex and this is something that shouldn't be considered to be demonized. I hate to get labelled as "aromantic or aroace" because depends of the tomorrow and someday, even if i hit the age 30 it is better to not act compulsive at being desperate to be dating with someone and end in a trap from the wrong person, i stopped caring about if i'll be in a relationship or not because even if i cannot have feelings for that person at least there's only thing i'll hope for not affecting out friendship.

I am so inactive here whattt-

"b-but this person write problematic content of their characters, but this person drew a weird and gross shipping that is hurting my sensibilities!"

I am in my 20s and i'm more worried about the actual important stuff that happens in real life, do you really think i care what a random user is doing of their fictional work?

Fandoms and internet in general after 2020 pandemic decayed in a terrible way making internet to be more sanitized due to people being extremely offended from their own sensibilities as if they see something that isn't cathered to them they'll treat like their triggers and discomforts should be anyone's responsability proving how entitled they have became online to think everything is about them if they are seeing a content that isn't for them.

The obsession at morally policing strangers online even in a dangerous way putting others life in risk is a good reason why most of them are afraid to publish their works online, and even giving up in fandoms due to extreme mental health draining with people acting like it's everyone's deal instead of ignoring the content like a normal person and treats that only gore and blood (which is a content equally problematic) only fiction but comparing taboo fiction as real life and calls you sick and accuses you of anything is if you were commiting war crimes because in nowdays they can't Tell the difference between reality and fiction and know that real life situations are more important than someone's fiction that hurts no one.

"but childrens can see it and cause impact”

Minors teenagers around 13-14 years old have been always stuck online and especially in Deviantart and fanfic websites, but i am talking about those who were millenials in 2000s and comparing to teenagers in nowdays they are more infantilized and pretty immature just like half of the adults i am seeing, so back to these years they were more mature and didn't took fiction seriously since everyone was allowed to be weird about fictional characters and ships. Yes, toxicity have been always presented in nerd culture especially the classic shipping wars from Naruto as a example, but in the new gen the internet has a huge problem involving callout culture and so known as cancel culture resulting in defamation at accusing others from serious crimes of the real world to compare with something that isn't a big deal, as tweens and teenagers also get involved being victims of harassment, threats or even doxxing and maybe in most of cases we're witnessing are teens practicing these stuff.

And Gen Z including the people who were born between 2009 to 2010 or Alphas who had online access at young age tends to be more sensitive yet such terminally online entitled childrens keeping the internet to be more sanitized because people believes the people should censor themselves over adult art even the non taboo ones and listening more to childrens who had access at such young age instead of restricting the access or if the child is lower than 12 they shouldn't have any access since obviously internet was never made for childrens like in nowdays they hardly push it.

And funny is How the teenagers around 13, 14 and 15 years olds nowdays are being more sensitive about NSFW and throws temper tantrums demanding the author to delete, but at this age they have sex education at school as they have maturity enough to know about these topics for not being childrens anymore, yeah If course i would be pissed if a random user would suddenly shove a inappropriate picture for them in DM counting as underage exposition and sexual harassment, but another problem is that if the teen is searching for this content where no users knows about that other users existed they tendo to victimize themselves saying how much they were "exposed by getting groomed at a stranger's NSFW content" and i am seeing a lot of these kids blaming innocent users because in this generation kids refuse to hold their own accountable when they risk their own decisions.

It would be good at keeping the old rule of "don't like? Don't see" but people from New gen internet are giving mass reports from a content they find distasteful that isn't cathered to them, and the fact i was one of these people who was selfish at calling out users over something i didn't like such as taboos makes me cringe after i realized it was such a waste of time if there was the content being more than just gore but taboo themes and because i stopped caring about what others are producing in fiction o lost my "friends" but for me is better that way, if the fictional content isn't made for you but still acts the author deserves the worse and even stop producing you just need to grow up and leave social media for once because you can't control people's creativity no matter how much you can dislike and feel disgusted, just search for other content that is cathered for your tastes.

At this point i don't think it's worth to bring proship vs anti debate nor act like a granny talking about new generation issues because i am in my early 20s, but man i feel so sad how people became so terminally online yet so immature at banning and censoring everything that a media isn't cathered to them acting extremely narcissistic.

This never gets old lol 

Credits goes to KukuruYo

I wish we could bring back only NOTP and NOTP and the classic "don't like? don't see", but new gen fandoms are creating hundred labels that no middle aged people inside of these places who had full experience in these communities to question themselves what the hell does proship/anti means, it has became extremely annoying to join fandoms post pandemic to later get headache after a ridiculous and unserious situation you experienced online... ☠️

ngl i can't take too serious Elise and SonElise haters with one of the terrible excuses with:"b-but she kissed Sonic's Dead body" and "ewwww she's a zoophile" like, my brother in Christ probably y'all haven't watched/readed Fairytales like Snow White or Sleepy Beauty since the kiss was intended to SAVE HIM, and about the "zoophilia" allegations towards a non existent character is that Sonic isn't even 100% an animal but only have features because he's an humanoid alien, but if that's the case then Jessica Rabbit dating that one bunny dude, Bella from Beauty and the Beast and others will suffer the same accusations when i don't even need to say the obvious how these humanoid animals are just DRAWINGS ugh...

Note:i am not a SonElise shipper, but this is just extremely ridiculous.

DISCLAIMER:

this post is just my opinion, it's okay if your opinions do not match with mine, but don't throw temper tantrums over pesky stuff.

And english isn't my first language, so be patient.

To be honest i don't have too much energy for ranting in posts, but i wanted to tell what i think about the newest animation of Batman the Caped Crusader when it's the literal remake of 90s Batman animated series, after watching some episodes for no surprise i noticed some drastic changes in the story that i was trying so hard to swallow. 

One of the examples is the change of Harlee's race being changed to a japanese woman than we known the classic style of being a blonde as being the original version, but do you think it's only about it? Things gets even worse not only for that character but soon about some other characters that ruined the story, well, in this actual version she has ZERO association with the Joker when we all know the obvious Harley Quinn was born because of him and just like in some post i made about the downfall of her she is very dependent of Joker since Harley was made to be always dependent of him regardless how much she's treated like a damn dog to get abused over and over. In the moment when the character stop getting associated with her own creator she's nothing and this is the first step how to destroy the entire Batman's lore and the character herself from a crazy character, the design also bothered me being changed from classic Black and red to a black with yellow as i would find the classic one more charming and charismatic (at least the part where she resembles the personality of a psychologist but to use for evil intentions like torturing psychologically others as shown in the cartoon was the only genius part for me).

Another topic i wanted to discuss is how there are things you should NEVER bring to the canon over a fanmade idea, yes i am refering of the creators literally picking Oswald aka 'Penguin' and genderswapping him into a... Female? And behind of this idea it's because they wanted more female villains to be shown which for me it was just cringe and bothered me a lot, we had characters like Catwoman (redeemed), Harley Quinn and Poison Ivy so instead of creating new characters they decides to ruin a existente character at doing genderswap. This is why i always say this is what happens when you mix fanarts with canon when there are stuff that doesn't get any better, not only in case of genderswapping but it also goes to headcanons or ships, because even as someone who does fanon stuff i obviously will say:"thank God i'm glad this will never be canon" knowing the story would be ass with that type of change if the idea do not fit as genderswapping a original character who existed for years as it turned to be even more hard to keep watching so i gave up.

conclusions: i may not be the type to control what others watch,  but if you have disliked the new animation you better watch the classic 90s Batman animated series where Caped Crusader is only a pork remake.